I'm in a rather intellectual mood now ... feel like studying and studying and studying and studying don't know what (haha is this what almost a month of NONSTOP NO StudYing does to me?) Listening to Luther Vandross's Dance With my Father now, its a really really sad and meaningful song and I cried the first time round I listened to it. (*winks - I'm so full of emotions ... (DOTZ!))

Just came back from Church, from choir prac and lunch. Now, Nise is sitting in the room with me, apparently doing her UNFINISHED holiday hw and msging her (DoTz .. hmmm not her bf lah .. her friend =) ... LOL ... I can't wait to see her finally finishing her holiday hw haha). Today's choir was ok xcept that we were rather "flatish" during mass... norm gave us a lecture (not like a lect..a talk i should say) abt how to overcome all the "flatness" during mass and when we sing..o ya and norm came back (Iwas surpriseD!) .. I'll be playing for mass next next wk haha can't wait =)!norm's going off soon too... gab for 3 weeks in jan ...

The CElebrations just ended yeah ... have been having really alot of fun from chRistmas eve to today! ... it has been preety tiring too .. stayed over at e changi civil servants club chalet on xmas day with my cousins .. slept real late too .. arnd 2 am .. haha only a few days before xmas nise and me also stayed over at their place .. sleeping only a few teeny weeny hours a day ... then on new yeaR's eve also went over to their place /.. haha that day so many ppl crammed into their hse.. my grandma, my youngest aunt, my whole fam, my cousins whole fam .. wa .. slept so Late too... this time round 5am ... then had to wake up early agAin to go to my another cousin's hse for his new baby's (babY JosHUA -- my 2nd nephew) first month celebration cum my niece's 10th birthday (MarlENe .. 4 of us got her a H2O bottle =)) cum my 1st Uncle's 67th birthday ... it was a triple celebration ... so you can imagine the amount of food and stuff ... ha I'm coming to another point now ... IM REALLY GROWING FATTER NOW!!!!!! .. shucks im supposed to be going on a diet now and yet im still yearning to eat and eat and eat .... haha im not a glutton or anything but I like to eat heartily every meal and it seems to be taking its toll (to me ..not to my mum or anyone else) Moderation's the word and Im sure gonna hafta cut down or i ll be a little fat lump rolling abt soon (LOL)

Now, im listening to the Cranberries Zombie ... "with their tanks and their bombs and their bombs ..... in your head in your head they are dying ...."

It makes me even more sad now .. reading the news abt the Tsunami and the Earthquake and the many hundreds who have died and now hopefully in heaven, I feel rather guity abt celebratin to much ... but I pray for their souls.. God Have MercY on them! Pls. AMen.

Ok alright ... enough of the depressing stuff .. saw Fr Joe today ..he came back to st. Mary's as asst parish priest .. haha still the same ole funny guy .. i rem i used to email him and tell him much stuff when i was in P6 to sec sch .. when he went overseas then i guess i stopped emailing him .. haha. .. i rem he used to say he wants to marry my sis and me off .. haha today my sis went to him and said "yesyes!!!" haha when he was talking to her abt marrying her off ... LOLz.. haha my sec 3 sis wanna get married even b4 her Older SIs gets marrIed ah ... (what in the world?? .. hehz..)

guess Id better pen off now .. its getting too long ah haha .. =) Ending off with a sad note .. Pls pray for all the souls of the dead, hope they don't suffer too much in purgatory ..
In nomine Patri, et filii, et spiritui santi, May their souls rest in peace. Lord Have Mercy on them. Amen.

A Salve Regina for them,

Salve Regina
Mater miseri cordiae
Vita dulcedo, et spes nostra salve
Ad te clamamus, exsules filii hevae
Ad te suspiramus.
Gementes et flentes, in hac lacrimarum valle.
Eia ergo, advocata nostra, ilos tuos miseri cordes
oculos, ad nos converte.
Et Jesum, benedictum fructum ventris tui, nobis
post hoc exsilium ostende.
O Clemens, O Pia, O Dulcis
VIRGO MARIA.
Pray for us o Holy Mother of God
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

God Bless All.